May. 29th, 2022

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right now the biggest thing on my mind is getting tickets for Be The Sun tour for SVT!!

I randomly took off a few days surrounding memorial day, and after that, SVT ticket presales were announced for 6/1! but that is the first day i will be back at work!! if i had known in advance i would've just moved my days off up by one day! because the internet in my office is really crappy so i will not be able to do it on my phone!! I'm trying to figure this situation out, because i know buying during the presale events on ticketmaster can last over an hour. I could get away with stepping outside for like, a half hour but for something that long i'd need an excuse. the sales start at 3pm, idk. i'll figure something out, and if i don't get picked for the presale then it won't even be a problem lol.

I have a WIP that i'm desperately wanting to finish but I just cannot focus enough to write, like i'm literally here resurrecting a journal instead of writing fdlkjgsdf. what's outstanding is a sex scene between three characters and i want there to be at least like, 5-6 orgasms if not more, so it is going to take a lot of energy. but it won't ever get done if i don't start it!!!

I've spent the past few days procrastinating by watching this series on youtube called deadmeat which goes over every death in every horror movie. I do not like horror movies, but when i hear summaries or see images of gory scenes i want to understand what happened, so this is like the perfect series for me because it does like a beat by beat breakdown of every moment without actually going into too much detail except for a few still images. it also has a lot of really interesting behind the scenes commentary and the host is very charming and cute.

and fiiiiiinally my cat, omg. my boy. my beautiful boy. so i've never had a problem with him waking me up in the 10+ years that i've had him, because i'm just so stupid when i wake up that when i see him staring at me i'm just like, "oh my cat friend has come to join me" i don't connect to him wanting food. so it's useless for him to try. I always just keep his food bowl full anyway. But I recently took him on a really long move, it was 4 days long and he was in the car and i was like HYPER sensitive to anything that might be stressing him out, so any time he meowed he got a lot of attention from me and that has conditioned him to meow all the time ofmgfkdfg. I've had a few moves with him before so i know this is also somewhat typical for him, to go from room to room just meowing it up, but it's gone on for QUITE SOME TIME NOW and it is really aggravating sdklfgj it also makes it harder to tell when something is really bothering him!!!!!!

okay i think i will end this here, i was exercising and i think i gripped the handle of the weights wrong bc my palms feel tired just from writing this much. i'm not going to use that as an excuse to not finish my story though, bsk needs to get passed back and forth between mg and vn gflkjdsfg.

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