as it was as it was as it was

I'm used to my hyper fixation being someone who i think is endearing for some really huge flaws and even though I know bsk isn't perfect i think it has been really healing for me to be so interested in someone who i truly admire so much. tbh if i had been in bsk's position i know i would've ended up quitting 100 different times but he's glkjadfg so strong and determined and focused and ambitious but STILL SO KIND and he treats his friends and family so so so preciously??? he's really truly amazing in so many ways :(